When I am gone; Just carry on; don't mourn

okay suddenly feel like posting abit more before I sleep . So it has been like becoming 2 post in 1 day huh ? hahah if you guys free just come in and tag I will appreciate it =D coz I don't give out this blog address to almost everyone for some reason . I don't even post in friendster and some other account . Okay, Tomorrow is starting of day one of a whole new week . I may skip a few day of posting the most is 3 !

ever since I lost quite a few of my important friend and the life I used to have, I start to realize how fortunate I am last time . Its like I never knew it would be so different without them in my life . I once thought I could do everything almost any as long as I work hard to stirve for it . but my thought fail me, I'm wrong . PROVEN wrong . Friend are thoes who supported all along giving advice and share they're experience which for a period of time I lost it all .

maybe I neglect them . Recently my friend are back with me once more I would like to help them like last time, play with them like we used to be . And ever since familly like my father and mother has become important althought I neva show lah .

Oh ya people always say me buy toto all tht waste money but one of the reason I buy is also because I hope I could strike the first price and share it with my parent and then they can stop working and relax . hahah sounds like a good kid huh ? but i'm always giving my familly problem . everything is getting a little better recently =D I need to thank the god that helped me and friends for being my friends . Thanks MAN .

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