I'm in a mess . I wok up forgetting al my timetable which I suppose to have

no problem remmebering my school timetable .

I text 3 people and none reply me .

izit morning or afternoon lesson ?

wtf .

yah this is how terrible it is these day .

I'm a liar I guess you already figure out by then.

I wish that I would have neva lie to you

I wish that I coud hold you hand infront of my friend

I know this would neva happen

I knew it would turn out this way

but whenever I tell myself to stops it just continue .

I miss you thats the reason why

I can't break free from the situation

so I choose to lie .

I'm in a position where you have been .

unable to break free even love is not there anymore.

I wanna go to bed early

Just so I can dream of you

maybe I will live this dream myself .