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< Thursday, January 1, 2009>
for your return.

Happy new year everyone.

okay I have just finish bath and reach home from ytd party, meet shermaine, melissa & kynaston for dinner then went to kynaston dad pub to drink after that went to my friend Usual hang out pub for count down . sended shermaine home then cabbed back there again.


I never like my post to be emo, but I guess as much as a hardworking person I am I always believe if I try my best I will get what I really want, but it just dont turn out so. It has been about 2 year since I meet shermaine, to be frank I seriously miss her alot.

Almost every single time when I stopped my work or just that I'm free for a moment my mind just drift back to her. I have never blame god for making me such a ambiguous person, because in this way I truly know what is love. Maybe it's something that even a good writer can't express in words. We are so different now, life is different, even the topic we have are different . I seriously will get damn jealous, if she have a boyfriend, maybe sort of envy .


I took time to prepare for today, I was so excited it seem I have million of things to say to her but when she appear I just forgotten everything. I'll never expect her to read my blog, as she like only online once in a year.

Just hope to let her know, if someday, if she suddenly miss me, turn around she will find me there. I'm stuck there, waiting for her. I still remember every single moment, we spend together till these day.
off to bed. I'm exhuasted.

I just want to believe maybe one day, we can be together(: 2012 greedy(:




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